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Helaine nibbled on Mira's neck, leaving kiss marks on him.

A soft moan escaped Mira's lips and he chewed his lip slightly, closing his eyes. He loved the feel of Helaine's lips against his neck, it made his blood run hot through his veins.

Helaine slowly removed Mira's robe, kissing along his collarbone.

Mira lightly clutched at Helaine as he moaned again, his heart starting to pound and he found himself wondering what the man was planning.

Helaine kissed down Mira's chest, kneeling in front of him before slowly pulling down his boxers he had on.

Mira gasped and looked down at him, his eyes slightly wide. So this was where he was going with this? Okay, Mira didn't mind in the least and he chewed his lip in embarrassment as he hardened more at seeing the man on his knees in front of him.

"You can push me away" Helaine said, getting up since he felt like he was forcing a sheep.

Mira blinked; had he done something wrong? He quickly wrapped the robe around himself, covering himself again. "I-I know," he whispered, his head. "I-I didn't want to." He paused and chewed his lip slightly. "I'm sorry." Maybe Helaine had wanted him to push him away and when he hadn't, the man got upset.

"It was the way you were looking at me...felt like I was attacking some poor defenseless sheep" Helaine said, sitting on a chair.

"Oh," Mira whispered, looking away from him. "I-I'll keep my eyes closed then next time, or, or I just won't look." He was quiet for a few moments before awkwardly pulling his boxers back up. "I'm gonna go get changed," he muttered, heading back to the living room.

"Hmph....he could have asked me to continue" Helaine muttered before eating a crepe.

Mira dressed in a black shirt that had pink sleeves and a pair of black jeans with neon hemming. He folded the robe and set it with the blankets before he returned to the kitchen; he wished Helaine could understand that he had no idea what he was doing. No one had ever been interested in how he felt about things like sex or relationships, so all of this was so new to him.

Helaine was just going into his room to change for the day.

Mira sighed and sat back down at the table, eating his bacon and toast and sitting quietly.

Helaine braided his hair before walking out of his bedroom, wearing a satin shirt and baggy jeans.

Mira looked up at him and chewed his lip, quickly lowering his eyes. "I-I'm sorry if I, I ruined it a few minutes ago," he muttered. "I-I didn't mean to."

"It's fine...don't worry so much alright?" Helaine said, moving over to him to embrace him.

Mira nodded slightly. "Right," he muttered, returning the embrace. "Sorry."

Helaine kissed his cheek then his lips sweetly.

Mira flushed faintly and closed his eyes, returning the kiss the man pressed to his lips.

Helaine kissed him sweetly, holding him gently.

Mira sighed softly; he really loved how tender this man was with him. It was different than the way everyone else was. He wondered how long this would last. Would it last a few days and then Helaine would find someone better and toss him aside like yesterday's garbage? Would it last only as long as he sat here in the man's apartment and the moment he walked out the door, Helaine completely forgot about him? Either way, he would prepare himself for the worst; maybe it wouldn't hurt as much if he did. He knew people only used him and he figured Helaine was no different He would use him until he had no more use with him and then he would toss him away just like all the others did. What a sad, sad life he lived and he knew it too. Jumping from one bed to the next. It was a miracle he hadn't been labelled a whore yet.
He turned his head away slightly and sighed, looking at the food on the table still to hide the glistening of tears in his eyes. "When do you need to be at work?" he asked, picking up another slice of bacon and starting to munch on it.

Helaine's sad thoughts seemed to vanish as his tongue lingered in Mira's mouth. It felt like the first time in years he felt free from the heavy weights on his shoulders. He was getting addicted, no, he was already addicted to Mira but didn't want to scare him off. He was so sweet to him. He also hated the fact he had been with other men but for now he would keep him as close as he could.

"No work for a few weeks" Helaine said as he shook his head, his braid swinging side to side. "Think we might be able to continue from before?" He whispered against Mira's hand as he brought it to his lips, brushing them against each other before his soft lips opened whilst his middle finger entered the warm mouth. The dark eyes hungrily looking at him.

(lol whose mouth is getting fingered? lol)

Mirage Sedaphora wrote:

(lol whose mouth is getting fingered? lol)

Mira's finger is in Helaine's mouth